Day One

My first blog....

Well I've been in bed all morning and bored stiff. My poor baby is being looked after by her grandparents. I just worry what she things mommy is still doing in bed.....she must think I'm mad. My baby, May is 9 months old. She beautiful and is the best baby in the world.
She sleeps all night and has two naps in the day. She's very clever and keeps me entertained.

My shoulders have been sore now for over a week, and now my whole arms are painful. They feel like they are hanging off and someone is trampling all over them. I find it hard to explain the pain to someone who doesn't understand. So, unless I'm talking to someone who doesn't understand, i don't talk about it. If someone asks me how I am, i just answer with the usual 'yeah...I'm fine!' On the other hand you don't want to whinge to people about how you feel because then you become the person no-one wants to talk to because all she does is moan.

So, sorry people...THIS IS MY LET OUT!

I call my Rheumy on Friday who has now advised me that i need another steroid injection. Another one that is going to make me gain weight. This is the same Rheumy that told me three months ago that if i lost weight I would feel better! How stupid....believe me if I could I would. I'm not a bad eater, I love cooking when I can lift a pan. Without exercising though, eating lettuce seems none void. I would rather be fat and able to pick up May than being in bed unable to get out.

Right....I have to go for now as I have to prepare for seeing the doctor.